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Jan 26
2010
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Fuck the system and this damn laptop!!! My whole fucking story was gone!!! Maybe even god doesn't want me to relieve myself!!!
Why do I care about another people?? I should become heartless and I don't have to care about anybody anymore.. I should learn how to say the last word and take control of everything!!!
Why do I stay up all night thinking of two persons?? The more I think, the more I get sick!!! For some reasons, my heart start beating so fast and my body start getting cold and tend to pass out every time I think of them two.. I feel like I can get a heart attack or some kind of anxiety!!! Lolzz then why I still think of them?? Why it has to be the most important persons in my life?? Why it happened now but not a year or two years later?? I am not a god, I am just a simple human!! God!! I can't handle this shit anymore!!!
