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Jan 12
2010
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The Life that should never happen .. !!Posted by: Chealy Te in MyBlog on Jan 12, 2010 Tagged in: never happen , life
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One day, after a few hour of sleep one man think it maybe just a dream ... but one day .. it become reality .. the man have make decision .. .. he finally agree and accept that .. it is true .. nothing ever change .. one man with weak heart always man with weak heart .. that easy to be manipulate by other ..
why man wont stand on his own .. let other manipulate him .. !! if he is like that why man bring another life to earth when man cant event care for that life .. if man going to care about him self and only listen to other .. man should never bring life to earth .. this will just add suffer to that life .. do man ever care or think before act ? .. if he already done it why man not look at other good example why man always look at bad example ... but this is man nature that man will look at what he like .. what he want to see ..I dream, yet not 1 week after it , that dream become reality. Is this what my life suppose to born for ? or this is the end of suffering ? if this is end when it is really really end .. !! i am so tied of trying anymore .. i can take anything trow by other at me because i know at less i got ......... now i know that i got nothing !! nothing at all !! ... now i understand something else that i would not understand before .. they can see future .. why .. i always blind to see it .. i guest this is time for me to make another move another decision .. !!!
I will just live for the last day .. the day i could return .. !! i will never bring life to earth because i could not be a better man !! .. this bad bleed, bad gen .. should end just here .. !!
I am so tied .. so tied of trying, so tied of living .. !! this maybe the last blog or just being of my life blog ...

